I had been living with mum for years now in a single-parent family. Since I was the only kid in the family and my mother was single, she shifted all the love to me. To some extent, it was really a boring family setup as I had no siblings to talk to and play with. This really affected my self-esteem as I lacked the confidence to express myself.
At times I would ask my mum where dad was and she would assume as she would change the topic. When my mum went to work, I was left alone in our house maybe playing music or at times G.T.A games on my mobile phone. All these were all boring, for I became exhausted so I had to try a new thing.
I began watching movies and I was really addicted to watching television series especially romantic ones and in a day I would watch five to ten movies. Movies required a higher concentration while watching.
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Some movies really had pornography content. Which I became addicted to watching. Some days I would even go to movie shops and purchase pornographic-related movies. The most popular was Spartacus and Californication. My mind was carried away by the sexual content in these movies
Continuous watching of pornographic content in movies led to my masturbation. I would steal my mother’s lotions and other oiling items. She once complained at the rate at which her lotions ended. I made it a habit and was not going to leave it anytime soon.
Due to continuous musterbation, I lost sex urge towards women. Lacked that confidence to approach a lady for a conversation, not even prayers would solve my problems. It led me to hate women, after all, I knew a lotion was available and so musterbation was economical at any given time I only wanted to seat by myself and I shunned away friends.
At any time I saw a beautiful woman in a movie I would mentally undress her. I was spending a lot on adult movies plus in my room, there were plenty of lotions, which acted as my catalyst. I rarely left my phone on the table as it had a lot of pornographic content.
In my room, I had stickers of naked women which I used to masturbate. The activity made my health deteriorate as my body demanded more, even before I took any meal. I had lacked that manpower. Before I started masturbating I was 78kilograms, three months after it had become my daily routine I was 51lilograms. I could not walk a short distance for I was extremely weak.
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One Sunday morning while I was in my room, I thought my mum had left for church, little was I aware she was still doing her chores. My urge came up, as usual, I needed a stimulant to speed up the jerking off. I switched on the television set that was mounted on the walls of my room, inserted a flash disk, and started to watch the dirty videos.
This time around it was different. While almost at its peak, I think my mum got nervous about what was happening in the room and why I had taken so long. She even thought I brought a girlfriend home without her knowledge, of course, no.
She came to my room and peeped through an opening on the door. What she saw shocked her eyes. She decided to push the door inwards and ambushed me in the middle of ejaculation, I could not stop.
It was so shameful that I wanted the ground to break up and just swallow me. I was back to my senses, with no explanation of what I was doing. My mum’s face could tell how angry she was. She asked why I was doing after I got a really hot slap from her. I told her the truth that I was an addict to musterbation and that it had reached a point that I could not stop it.
She told me that it was sinful that I had to stop it immediately.
Since I was an addict, I continued with it, she noticed nothing had changed in me.
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One day she informed me we were going out to meet a doctor for counseling and treatment. I was taken to Kiwanga doctors and diagnosed. Thereafter I was given herbal medicine and after three days the addiction stopped by itself. I never thought of masturbating again. My sexual urge towards women was restored and at the moment I’m dating. Thanks to Kiwanga doctors.
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